Deeply personal cinematic journey between two worlds—Catholic Venice and Islamic Dagestan. Inspired by Joseph Brodsky’s essay *Watermark* and Merab Mamardashvili’s lectures on those “doomed to run,” I craft a film-essay about identity, the ache of existing between cultures, and the endless search for home. Through fragments of daily life and raw, intimate phone calls with my mother, I try to make sense of living on the border—between faiths, eras, wars, and pandemics.
Gadzhimurad Efendiev
Director

Roman Cherpak
self
Shura Alkhasova
self
Petr Shevchenko
self
Elena Shevchenko
self

Gadzhimurad Efendiev
self
Leyla Efendieva
self
McQueen74%
Public Speaking70%
In the Realms of the Unreal71%
Directed by John Ford70%
Tricked: The Documentary61%
Seduced and Abandoned62%
My Mom Jayne80%
The Class of ‘9271%
Maternal Instinct71%
Love, Marilyn66%
I Am Heath Ledger74%
A Plastic Ocean75%
As I Was Moving Ahead, Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty77%
Cuadecuc, vampir61%
Report61%
John Candy: I Like Me78%
Above Majestic73%
Being James Bond77%
180° South72%
Iron Maiden: Burning Ambition86%